Lyrics

What hurts the most, is being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what I was tryin to do

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Life aint always beautiful
Some days I miss your smile
I get tired of walkin' all these lonely miles

And I wish for just one minute
I could see your pretty face
Guess I can dream, but life dont work that way

But the struggles make me stronger
And the changes make me wise
And happiness has it's own way of takin' its sweet time

No, life aint always beautiful
But I know I'll be fine
Hey, life aint always beautiful
But its a beautiful ride
What a beautiful ride

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I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

let it all out

get it all out

rip it out remove it

don't be alarmed

when the wound begins to bleed

cause we're so scared to find out

what this life's all about

so scared we're going to lose it

not knowing all along

that's exactly what we need

and today I will trust you with confidence

of a man who's never known defeat

but tomorrow, upon hearing what I did

I will stare at you in disbelief

oh, inconsistent me

crying out for consistency

and you said I know that this will hurt

but if I don't break your heart then things will just get worse

if the burden seems too much to bear

remember

the end will justify the pain it took to get us there

and I'll let it be known

at times I have shown

signs of all my weakness

but somewhere in me

there is strength

and you promise me

that you believe

in time I will defeat this

cause somewhere in me

there is strength

and today I will trust you with the confidence

of a man who's never known defeat

and I'll try my best to just forget

that that man isn't me

reach out to me

make my heart brand new

every beat will be for you

for you

and I know you know

you touched my life

when you touched my heavy heart and made it light

--Reliant K